A Little about this girl. What has brought me to my spiritual awakening.  I never felt comfortable in this body. I have never knew love nor have experienced it yet,  I’ve always lived my life in two of everything.  Living this life without gender is a good thing

As a child I was three to four years old, I attempted to put the needle on a Zenith Console record player that my father had brought home. When the needle slid across the record and made a loud scratching noise I do not remember life after that day as he beat me till I was almost dead. My mother told me stories later in life how she had thought he had killed me many times I wish he had done so Along the same time in my I had a headache and went to the kitchen and climb on the washer machine and took a bottle of aspirin. Off to the hospital i went for my stomach to be pumped

My family was at vacation in Florida in the late 60’s a swimming pool I found and jump in. I sank to the bottom in the deep end. Sometime latter i’m not sure my mother noticed i was missing and I was found in the deep end. My mother couldn’t swim so my father was told to get me.

This time and many others I was made to feel guilty for being here and needing them. I never understood why I was brought into this world until I stumbled across the porn magazines in my parents bedroom, I was the mistake that is living with there’s.

My mothers family was visiting when I was  about 10 years old and my cousin  who was 14 years old made a pass at me. I remember feeling nasty and disgusted.

When I was 18 years old when one Christmas eve we had freezing temps and my mothers car radiator froze so I drove it to unthaw the radiator but it  didn’t work The car died. I walked back and got help from the man my sister was dating at the time. As I was jumping my mothers car off with my sisters boyfriends car the battery exploded. They found battery pieces 100 ft away and with very little in his car. I was looking right at it when it exploded. Off to the hospital I went for hours and hours of them running water in my eyes with them held opened. I was allowed to go home latter that morning to be awaked to Christmas day and family at the my home and that Christmas day i staid in my bedroom setting on bed with my eyes and face bandaged and no one visited  that day.

After my 2nd divorce things begin happening that I couldn’t explain I sought help from a therapist for which I still see today where we took my life apart from before birth till today  With my spiritual awakening came very special and unique gifts to me that are available to everyone. My vision from a childhood until I was 55 years old I was unable to see clearly legally I couldn’t get a DL  With my awakening came vision of 20/20 I’ve been able to write and draw with both hands left and I was raised to use my right hand as a child. I was exploring ways to measure the energies that are in our bodies and outside our bodies. I begin to find ways I could understand them and test them it has allowed to show me where I was and that’s when I realized I could perform” telekinesis” And as a child I had the mumps and the flu without help of any doctors of medications I got over those and I didn’t realize until my 30s that when people got around me they didn’t get sick. If they were sick they got better. And with my last wife she too had illnesses that after we were together they went away Yes you’re awakening can do so much more. Just believe in yourself Do not be afraid of yourself for you have nothing to be afraid of.

Traci Aaron www.traciaaron.com